This is a rough track of a song that means a lot to me. I wrote this from my mom who passed away on February 6, 2024. This was one of the hardest songs that I ever had to write. My mom apologized to me profusely for having put me through things in life that I probably shouldn’t have gone through. The most challenging part of all this is she did the best that she could with what she had. So I didn’t really fault her. I didn’t know that I was not planning on releasing this track unless she was no longer alive because I didn’t wanna hurt her feelings. It seems like a lot of the time we as human beings seek family if our family is dysfunctional or messed up or whatever. I wrote this as a response of trying to be able to be normal after having lived a life that was completely abnormal. But I was definitely trying to put some replacements or surrogates into my life that would be healthy. This was also my way of being able to say that I break the cycle. I didn’t want my family to have to have the same struggles that I did, which is why I’ve sacrificed so much to be able to give them the emotional mental financial well-being that they deserve. This will likely be a hidden track on my album somewhere, but it will be available for download for free. I hope you enjoy it.